Just What Was Needed | All That Seems Random Fridays # 26

Wow, it’s Friday again which means it’s time for All That Seems Random Fridays, where we share how aware (or not) we are of the events, people and opportunities the universe has presented to us based on our focus and desires.

Because we need to CELEBRATE them.

Remember how I talked about this intuitively guided party? The one that was happening from November 14 through today – yeah that one.

Well it started off with Mark Silver helping you get to the core of your business.

And after that

nunca, bubkis, zip, zilcho, nyet, nothing. It didn’t really go anywhere.

I’m sort of, almost, beginning to be okay with that because I’ll tell you a little secret…

That was the most nerve racking thing I’ve done. No, not the party. Telling people about the party as in announcing it in advance of the actual party.

It felt like setting myself up to fail, before I even started because …OMG what if no one shows up? And if they do, what if they think I’m all – me, me, me and then they hate me and call me names and …

whew.

None of that happened. I’m alive. I’m still blogging and I’M ALIVE.

I don’t think anyone showed up. If you did and you didn’t see me, I was cowering against the wall dressed to blend into it perfectly.

Still, intuition showed up and guided me to where I needed to be. I connected with Source and I allowed. Instead of my normal pattern – just don’t show up because it won’t be perfect. And they’ll hate me and call me names.

Was it a bad party? Yes based on the expectations I had in mind.

It was supposed to be my sweet 16 Cotillion, Rockin’ 21 party, I made it to 30  and I still look good party. It was supposed to be the I never had an adult party, to beat all parties party.

It was the ‘I’ve got to impress’ them party. I thought I wanted it to be the proud to be a sexy, single, business woman party.

It wasn’t any of those things. It was a quiet completely needed soiree with myself and my heart.

A big nothing on the outside – a deep widening, stretching and waking up on the inside.

I’m sure there’s more I could say, but I won’t.

I will leave you with the notes found on the desk this week:

• level of perfection desired = amount of procrastination practiced
• I move into my greater good. My good is everywhere and I am secure and safe. ~ Louise L. Hay, “You Can Heal Your Life” ~
• Small Businesses need to use technology and automation. Consider it an employee.

That’s it for me, what random events, people and opportunities are showing up in your life, that aren’t really random at all?